I'm starting over

 Hi there! 

It's been really a while.

Gosh I miss my blog so much. So it's like I'm starting over again. I just found myself really need to express my feelings thru journaling.

So many things happended. I just hit 30s era last year, and things were not easy. I felt some self doubt, anxiety, dissapointment. I'm having health issue too and ended up having a surgery. Surprise!!

I'll tell you later about my health journey in 2024. It was kinda surprising but yeah I think that's just the way it is. It's always seem to be impossible until it's done. I thank God for having such a big force and huge supports from my close friends, family. 

Never had I imagined that now I'm living in Ambarawa again. LOL. Being 'anak kos' in my 30s is kinda exciting yet (sometimes) boring tho'. But it's for a good reason, I'm prioritizing my health now. Throwing back on the last 2 years that I've been commuting from my house to my workplace by motorcycle and it spent at least an hour, whoaa I think I as I grow older I need to prioritize my back too LOL It's kinda tiring and energy draining.

Ambarawa is quite a nice place and having slow living vibes. It's quite near from my workpace too. and most importantly I have a place to give myself some rest now. I learn that when your body and mind is giving you a 'signal', then you need to rest. Don't push yourself too hard. Currently I really enjoy this new place, sometimes I'm having outdoor walk as my excercise. at least I feel realize now that I should be more concern with myself, loving myself more and don't forget to be more mindful.

So that's all some intros LOL I hope I could be more consistant to write my journey here.

See you