Merry Christmas! for those who celebrate. The joy, peace, and health always be yours.
Well 2020's been so uncertain and confusing. Regardless the Covid 19 pandemic, it's been a roller coaster for me. This is the year where I took so much concern about self love, self acceptance, and learning more and more about new things.
This year I've been reduced the use of social medias. Never been easy because let's be real who can live without internet and social medias? But now I think I'm getting used to it. I don't really expose my personal life on social media. I don't think it's important enough (for me) to have a clear and neat feeds on instagram now. because.. you do you!
My work life were not easy too, especially during this pandemic working as healthcare workers are such .... @#$$# can't be described. But I learned that every workplace is just the same. There are always some annoying people, and I try not to be distracted by situation. I try to be more mindful. Never been easy but worth to try.
2020 situation also makes me more aware with financial thingy. This is the year where I for the first time consider to be an investor of stock market. Bold move, right? I'll write more about my beginner investor experiences later. People said that being an investor on stock market is like a gambling, but now I think it depends on your value and your desire to learn and study more about the financial risk and benefit. So it's okay to learning by doing.
Love life... well, this year I learn also that it's okay to be single in my 26. I know it's quite challenging to be mindful when we talk about love and relationship. Society somehow pushed us to be married soon. Have you got a boyfriend? what are you waiting for?.. blah blah blah. I know I'm sick of those questions LOL but let them say whatever the want, because I believe that finding the right person and to marry them it's not just about party and wedding celebration, it's about how to live your life after married. It must be challenging. And everyone have their own timeline, so be patient with it. Well, I try 😊
Pandemic also makes me attend the Japanese course, and it's online class! Imagine that a pandemic also change the education system and I'm one of them who feel the possitive impact. There are so much webinars related to pharmacy or mental health and some of them are free! I believe that pandemic give us more awareness to be more thankful and learn new things. And yea, pandemic brougt me back here to my lovely blog that I've been on a hiatus for such a long time! yaaaayy 😀
There are some bad experiences and obstacles that we all struggling with. But I believe there are so many things too that we can be thankful to. Our health, our imperfect family, our friends, our job, anything.
2021 is waiting for us, I don't know what will happen in future. I don't think I'm going to make a resolutios because to live my life in the fullest is now my ikigai.
see you soon, 2021!