Yep! I know it's not wise enough to believe in fortune teller or zodiac's characters. Some said geminis can't really forget their past. Me as a gemini and compared to myself I think that 'somehow' it's true!
I'm not a kind a person who can let go everything easily. When I forgot something, then it just left me reminded on next time. It's not wise enough when your life are haunted by your past. But I feel like I can't forget something that is soo hurting, and something that is to beautiful to forget. The point is I always remember the past and wondering if I could changed it. Phooft... somehow I think it's not such a normal way of life, but still I can't handle this.
I read the old conversation and It just reminded me of some old memories.
This early morning when I woke up, I just remind of someone and some old memories and stupidly wondering that I could deal this things. And somehow I'm sick of this feeling. I just browsed on the internet and found this sentence "The only reason why it is so hard to forget someone is because we let go of people and not their memories" here
Okay :D Maybe I'm already forgot the people, but not the memories. mmmm What sould I do?
I know when I tired of every business I just have a rest and somehow thought of some oldie memories. ._. should I make myself too busy with another business?? But too much business will ended me a tired condition, then I started to over thinking of everything ._.
Okayy, thanks for the past, It was painful nor happy. But I need to outta here, need to out from this awkward feeling.
Well, It's not about the zodiac rite? It's about your self then.
So sorry I used to write my own feeling and my random story here. Heyy, but that's what Blog for, rite? :)
See ya
4.05.2015
Selamat Paskah
Heloo, Selamat Paskah! :D
So, I had a short holiday in the middle of mid-term test. I went home and celebrated the Holy Week with my family (y) Okay it was just a little time since I only had 4 days. I missed my family so much! I wish I had more time to stay but I had to back to Jogja ASAP, cause I still have mid-term test. Yep, 5 subjects hasn't done yet. uhhhh :'( I know this semester will be sooo hard, cause there're so much projects that should be done.
You know, I feel sick of these routine. yaah but I must be done! I have no choice then. To be honest, if I have 2 choices:
A. stay close to my family and stay permanently at ma hometown
B. leave my hometown and reach my dream
I would like to chose A. But It's impossible right? you have to chose B, and you'll have a normal life. Fine. Everyone want to live as a normal way so that's why we need dream and goal to be reached. Perfect!
Ufff right now I just trying so hard not to complain all of things instead of doing everything normally.
Kay, Wish me luck !!!! :D :D
Anyway currently I feel like missing the old times. last time I said that I wanted to give up on someone, but IDK whyyyy it's so hard! even after I met him this short holiday, and umm perhaps we still have some eye contacts. IDK, It was just my own feeling or He feels the same also. But even I haven't talked for so loonggg and perhaps we're both to shy to start first. (Or it's just me who feel too shy) ._. after all this time it's just soooo impossible to start over, and really! IDK howww to start first!!!! Hummmmmm
Okay, Selamat Paskah buatmu yaa :)
Sorry, this was a random post then :v
See ya soon
So, I had a short holiday in the middle of mid-term test. I went home and celebrated the Holy Week with my family (y) Okay it was just a little time since I only had 4 days. I missed my family so much! I wish I had more time to stay but I had to back to Jogja ASAP, cause I still have mid-term test. Yep, 5 subjects hasn't done yet. uhhhh :'( I know this semester will be sooo hard, cause there're so much projects that should be done.
You know, I feel sick of these routine. yaah but I must be done! I have no choice then. To be honest, if I have 2 choices:
A. stay close to my family and stay permanently at ma hometown
B. leave my hometown and reach my dream
I would like to chose A. But It's impossible right? you have to chose B, and you'll have a normal life. Fine. Everyone want to live as a normal way so that's why we need dream and goal to be reached. Perfect!
Ufff right now I just trying so hard not to complain all of things instead of doing everything normally.
Kay, Wish me luck !!!! :D :D
Anyway currently I feel like missing the old times. last time I said that I wanted to give up on someone, but IDK whyyyy it's so hard! even after I met him this short holiday, and umm perhaps we still have some eye contacts. IDK, It was just my own feeling or He feels the same also. But even I haven't talked for so loonggg and perhaps we're both to shy to start first. (Or it's just me who feel too shy) ._. after all this time it's just soooo impossible to start over, and really! IDK howww to start first!!!! Hummmmmm
Okay, Selamat Paskah buatmu yaa :)
Sorry, this was a random post then :v
See ya soon
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